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Drishti Bodhraj Premprakashi

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This Blogging Mom Spoke About How She Achieved Self Love After Becoming A Mother

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  •  September 8, 2016


Even in the times of talking about body positivity, most of us still think that a skinny body is healthy. Mum on the Run’s Blogger, Laura Mazza revealed how she learned to appreciate fat around her belly after she became a mother of two kids.

She ate only meat to stay skinny and healthy. In a recent post, she spoke about her journey of learning to love herself.

“No, this isn’t a before and after shot of weight loss. But it is a victory story.

I write this from my heart. It hurts.

On the left – This was my body before kids. No stretch marks or scars from belly button piercings. A belly button that was high. A flat stomach. I was always on a diet back then. And this was the best diet I went on. I used to take photos of my progress. Uploading this photo wouldn’t be bad, it’s like me being in a bikini. It’s socially acceptable.

I took progress photos because it meant I was closer to be a weight where I would love myself. I ate no carbs, and barely any vegetables. Just meat. But I loved it because I was losing weight rapidly and the more bones that protruded, the more I valued myself. I ended up hating meat and was always suffering from heartburn. But still, I looked at this photo, this image of myself like I was fat. There was nothing wrong with the way I looked. My body was mine.

No one else would have said anything, they would have told me I looked fit, that I was healthy. I remember people asking me what my exercise routine was… They admired me. I admired me! I bought a whole new wardrobe. I was so proud. I showed off my body.

On the right is me now. Stretch marks. A droopy belly button. Thicker, not many bones protruding, but more dimples that represent cellulite. People don’t want to see this photo. All of a sudden it’s not okay. It’s not pleasing to the eye anymore. It’s not a body to be admired.

This body, it’s not a result of just meat. It’s a result of eating everything. Fruit, vegetables, carbs; pasta, rice, cakes, chocolate.. Sometimes 20 chicken nuggets. Fish… It’s not always healthy, but 99% of it is. The nuggets are for when I’m tired.. Sure.

The scars and stretch marks and jiggly tummy are because I made humans. I ate a little more cake, I drank a little more wine. I made mug cakes at 9 pm and snuggled on the couch with my husband. But for some reason, I didn’t love this body. It’s sad.

This body didn’t deserve sexy underwear or a new wardrobe. Sometimes I didn’t even want to take pregnancy photos because I was ashamed of how big I looked. I didn’t admire this body.

I felt like people were forcing me to love my body. “You’ve only got one”… Well, I don’t care. I want to be skinny. But shit, when I was, I wasn’t happy. And I certainly wasn’t healthy.

But you know what? I have achieved more with this body, then I have with my old body. I’ve eaten more good foods. I’ve lived more, I’ve given more, I’ve enjoyed more. I’ve made a life. This body, THIS body should be celebrated and admired.

I should admire myself. I should love myself.

I get it now. Celebrating all body types. All body types and the stories that go with that body. Above all, THE person should be celebrated. Healthy bodies should be celebrated. Healthy should be what we strive for. Healthy minds, healthy journey’s and however that reflects onto our bodies, we should admire it.

I still want to look like the first photo, no doubt. I miss that body, it makes me sad. But I want to get there in a healthy way, mentally and physically. I want to be proud and at peace with this body. And I want to like what I’ve got now.

No.. I want to love what I’ve got now.

No matter what size you are, a size 6 or size 60. You deserve to celebrate it. Sexy underwear AND a new wardrobe.

So love your body, because you truly really really, only get one! (In this life anyway)

And it’s STILL sexy to wear granny jocks! Woop woop!”

Honestly, this makes me realise how much I have looked down on myself.

*Looks into the mirror* Baby you should go and love yourself

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